Wednesday 25 May 2011

Unfair

I feel somewhat bitter...although i know this is something that I have no control over it pains me to know that my ex-boyfriend has moved on and is in a new relationship. I guess it somewhat hurts that he couldn't commit to being in a relationship with me yet hes in one now but it upsets me more at the fact that I was the good one and i ended up the unhappy one. He was the asshole yet life seems to work out in his favour. I realize that there is no use in allowing this to consume me as its a natural part of life but sometimes i makes me wonder what karma really means...but in the end just because he has a girlfriend doesn't mean hes happy. Maybe hes trying to compensate his unhappiness by consuming himself in a relationship. Despite these feelings I need to realize that there is more to life beyond relationships...i'm on a mission to fix me.